So here's what's goin' on.
We spent a little over two weeks at Jason's parents' house working on his dad's paperwork for his business, and Jason went out and did some fix-it/handyman/construction jobs with him. Cheryl is teaching again, and she said that they're desperate for substitute teachers in that area. So she pushed a few things through more quickly, and Jason will be starting as a substitute teacher ASAP. We came back to Sacramento for Thanksgiving as planned, but Jason will be driving back to SoCal tomorrow to start work, and Jamie and I will follow by plane probably next Thursday. After that, it's all up in the air (even more than usual). Jason will probably work for his dad on days that he doesn't get a sub job, and we don't know how long we'll be there. Maybe awhile. Maybe not long. No idea.
I'm trying to focus on the positive, so here's a list for you:
1. It's not Milwaukee.
2. It's not Rexburg.
3. We do get to have some family and a couple of friends nearby.
4. The weather is almost too nice (the leaves don't even change color--sorry, that's negative) there, but that's much better than being awful.
5. If we stay very long, we'll hopefully get a visit from our friend Jina, who is moving to AZ in Feb.
6. We'll be closer to our friends Rick and Elizabeth in San Diego.
7. IT'S MONEY.
8. If we do stay awhile, hopefully we'll be able to at least get our own apartment, whether we get to take much of our stuff with us or not.
9. We don't have to stay forever. It can be a money-making or education-getting period and then maybe we'll come back. Who knows?
10. Once we get even a small cash flow, we can feel like adults again by paying our own way more, if not completely.
11. This ends my calling in Primary. (I'm not great with kids and I've found that I absolutely stink at trying to teach them the gospel, so if I'm honest, this is definitely a pro. It hasn't been all bad, but it's so stressful and intimidating for me at times that it's a relief to have a legit escape.)
12. We'll get free rent and food from Jason's wonderful parents as long as we need it, so we don't have to worry about finding a place to rent and all the stress that goes with that.
13. The ward there is okay. I like this one MUCH better, and I'm going to miss all my friends a lot, but there are some kind people who have even remembered my name from when we lived there.
I really don't want to go. All sorts of stuff is running through my head, begging to be typed, but what good will it do? I've been trying to think of military wives, pioneers who moved and knew they'd never see their families again, homeless people who don't have food or shelter, etc., etc. This is not that bad. I know. It's just hard. But that's why I'm trying to focus on the positive.